Trust is not something that is a given thing, but must be earned. Ronald Reagan said about the once defunct Soviet Union, trust but verify. Under Vladimir Putin, an old KGB guy, Russia is not trustworthy once again. Trust is hard to earn, and it has to be earned, not by words, but by deeds.
A good and decent person who I've helped out for the past 11 years, not only with moral support, but monetary support at times told me I'm not trustworthy. It's a dagger in the heart to me. I'm not only sick in my heart, but have lost faith in people I used to think I knew.
I really don't like being like this, but my soul has been shattered. I guess I'll be trustworthy to people who are not afraid to have someone who loves them.